Rescue is on it’s way. My sister-in-law is heading over after work to help me get ready for tonight. And she’s bringing food because she’s awesome. Thank goodness for her. <3 <3 <3
Or are there other moms who end up in tears several times some days because your infant won’t let you put them down even for a second without screaming? I feel like I AM LOSING MY MIND! It’s too much. Some days it’s the easiest thing in the world and some days I literally can’t do it. And I have no option. I can’t leave and go for a walk. I can’t even leave the room because I don’t want her to feel like I’m abandoning her. I wish I had more help. I may just have to end up hiring some help. Maybe I just don’t have it in me to be the perfect mom. This is just too much. And on top of this I can’t get normal housework done. I have people coming over tonight and I can’t even clean my house. I guess I just can’t worry about whether or not my house is spotless. I’ll just have to explain the situation to everyone. I need a break. I need a date night. I need a vacation.
Scarlett is doing so well. She’s about to get her first round of shots. Poor thing. She’s been smiling and talking to the dr. The dr said scarlett was the easiest exam she’s ever done. She is in the 76th percentile for height, 60th for weight and 50th for head size. She’s ahead of the curve with laughing. Her Dr said they don’t expect that till four months and she laughed before she turned three months. She was overall really impressed with how scarlett could hold her head up and everything she was doing. Oh and the shots went fine. She cried for a minute then she was just as fine as can be.
Ok scarlett just made me cry because she laughed for the first time. That is incredible to get to see someone laugh for the first time. Wow.